hm ………… bucket ? i miss him
Month: March 2018
Do you ever just have those moments where you’re like, ‘fuck I really am mentally ill’ and you realised how disordered you are and how fucked up all your perceptions are. It’s such an odd feeling, like really recognising your pain and at the same time being detached from it and feeling almost objectively curious about it
do you ever daydream something so horrible that you actually start crying
Not having any sense of emotional permanence is getting really fucking old
Gen z culture is growing up with 90’s technology like vhs and dial up internet and then having a bunch of whiny adults sanctimoniously try to tell you that you can’t remember what it was like to use those things.
I just love sleep so much ……. like u just close ur eyes and ur gone bitch ………… brain logged the fuck off ……… powerful
please remember that in a healthy, adult relationship (romantic or not), you should be able to talk about things that are bothering you. if you are bottling up your emotions and holding it against someone when you haven’t told them what is wrong, you’re not engaging in healthy behaviour. but also, if your friend/significant other makes you feel as though you can’t talk about what bothers you- i.e. has made you feel guilty/gotten extraordinarily angry when things were brought up in the past- they are not engaging in healthy behaviour.
I feel the mountains burn inside 