elfiot:

to those of u who don’t know who you’ll be once u recover: it’s ok to feel scared. recovery is a slow process, you’re not gonna flip a switch and suddenly become a new person but overtime you’ll notice yourself grow out of old habits; and new ones will take root. you’ll be more self aware and have the tools needed to develop and grow in healthy ways. change is always scary but if the old rut you’re in isn’t helping u, it might be worth considering.