yeah.
Tag: negative
i hate that i’m so absent as a person. i don’t start conversations. i can barely maintain them. i’m so weary and spaced out all the time to the point where i can’t even keep up small talk and i’m just so disappointed in myself
not killing myself is a personal achievement but you cant really brag about that at dinner parties
yeah mom im ok i just dont want to be alive haha
clearly everyone is sick of me and that’s ok bc so am I so am I so am i
boy howdy i sure do sound ugly when i speak and laugh and breathe and look ugly when i’m awake and sleeping and alive
do you ever just think about how you wasted all your youth being depressed
I feel the mountains burn inside 